Apparently, my subconscious has gone and left me
for another poet? Please let it be Mallarmé

so
when the immutable order
returns it to me
it will be as a new lover
a chance meeting on a train trip
washed in twinkly possibilities

his brown eyes so deep they look black
and the curls around his face sharp
against the blurring countryside

his graceful outlines revealing
adventures I long to remember
strange but welcoming
touchingly familiar
with knuckles spelling
L  - O  - V  - E
in blue ink.